DONALD ROLLER WILSON HAS A MYSTICAL WORLD SPINNING AROUND IN HIS HEAD.
IT IS A WORLD REMOVED FROM THIS ONE. IT'S A TEEMING SPIRITUAL PLACE,
COMPLETE WITH ITS VERY OWN CIVILIZATION, A SMALL TOWN HE IS COMPELLED TO
INTRODUCE US TO, AND ACQUAINT US WITH, UNTIL THE INHABITANTS ARE AS REAL
TO US AS THEY ARE TO HIM. THIS IS HIS TASK - HIS IMPERATIVE.
I HAVE A FRIEND WHO BELIEVES THERE MAY BE APPROXIMATELY FOUR WAYS IN
WHICH COMMUNICATION OCCURS. IN HIS OPINION, THERE IS A COMMUNION WHICH
OCCURS BETWEEN ONE AND ANOTHER DURING CONVERSATION WHICH YOU MAY HAVE
WITH YOURSELF WHILE ALONE. THIRDLY, THERE IS A SEXUAL COMMUNION IN
WHICH WORDS ARE BYPASSED AND THE LANGUAGE BECOMES SENSUALITY. BUT,
THEN, THERE IS A FOURTH MEANS OF COMMUNION THAT TAKES PLACE WHEN ONE
ABSORBS AN EVER SURROUNDING FIELD OF INFORMATION, WHETHER IT BE
COMPRISED OF BOOKS, PLAYS OR FILMS, PAINTINGS, WHATEVER. THE
INFORMATION COMES IN, AND INITIATES INSPIRATION.
ROLLER IS ONE OF THE BLESSED CREATURES WHO MAY EXPERIENCE A "MIX" OF
THESE POSSIBLE FORMS OF COMMUNICATION. FOR THE WAY HE SEEMS TO "TALK"
WITH HIMSELF, IS THROUGH HIS PAINTINGS. THE CONVERSATION, WHICH IS
ONGOING, IS HIS ESSENTIAL PASSION. IT'S HIS IMPERATIVE. IT IS THE
COMMUNION THROUGH WHICH HE CAN MAKE HIMSELF SANE ABOUT HOW CRAZY HE CAN
BE. AND THE IMAGES HE MAKES ARE LIKE MAPS WHICH ARE DESIGNED TO LEAD
HIM OUT OF PLACES THAT MIGHT OTHERWISE BECOME A WILDERNESS.
I HAVE ALWAYS TRIED TO WORK WORDS INTO STORIES, AND THEN INTO PICTURES,
INTO "PAINTINGS". BUT, WITH ROLLER, I HAVE FOUND SOMEONE WHO TELLS
STORIES WITH PICTURES. AND HE TELLS THE STORIES THROUGH THE INNOCENCE
OF IMAGES CREATED FROM A COMBINATION OF VARIOUS ANIMALS AND OBJECTS -
EVEN VEGETABLES - ASSEMBLED FOR JUST ONE LAST FAMILY PORTRAIT. THE
EFFECT IS WHIMSEY, BUT IN ITS MOST PASSIONATE FORM. WHIMSEY TAKEN TO
ITS ABSOLUTE LIMIT, UNTIL THE WORD CAN NO LONGER APPLY, AND ONLY ROLLER
CAN CAPTURE IT AT ITS LAST POSSIBLE OUTPOST. HE TAKES THE EFFORT TO THE
WILDERNESS WHICH LIES BEYOND WHIMSEY, AND PROVIDES US WITH THE MAPS -
THE ILLUSTRATIONS - OF WHAT HE ENCOUNTERED IN SOME OF THE UNCHARTED AND
UNEXPLAINED TERRITORIES THAT LAY BEYOND.
ROLLER HAS A ZOO IN HIS HEAD.
HE HAS TOLD ME, IN FACT, THAT WITH HIS EYES HALF OPEN, HIS EYELASHES
BECOME THE BARS TO THE CAGE OF THIS CEREBRAL IMAGINARY MENAGERIE OF HIS.
IN FACT, MY HOUSE - MY FATHER'S HOUSE, AND MY MOTHER'S HOUSE - HAVE
BECOME THREE OF THESE ROLLER MENAGERIES. WE ALL HAVE ROLLERS, A LOT OF
THEM. ONE ROOM IN MY HOUSE IS FILLED WITH CATS GAZING IN A VARIETY OF
DIRECTIONS. EACH CAT IS OCCUPIED IN SOME EVENTFUL MANNER, AND ONE
WIELDS A WATERMELON ON HER HEAD. AND IN MY BEDROOM THERE IS A PRECIOUS
LITTLE MONKEY NAMED "BILLIE", WHO IS A COUNTERPART TO COOKIE. SHE IS A
RECENT ARRIVAL WHO COMMANDS A SPOT IN THE MOONLIGHT, AND WHO IS WEARING
A NIGHTIE WITH FLOWERS IN HER HAIR. THERE IS A HOUSEFLY BUZZING QUITE
NEAR HER WHO JUST MIGHT RESPOND TO THE NAME "DEBBIE", IF CALLED. AND
OVER THE PIANO WHICH MY FATHER USED TO HAVE, THERE IS A RATHER LARGE APE
WOMAN WHO IS SPEAKING ON A BABY BOTTLE (PORTABLE PHONE?) WHO I DARE SAY
MIGHT BE SPEAKING TO HER AGENT? BUT THEN SHE MAY ALSO BE PLACING A CALL
TO ROLLER (HER ANGEL) WITH IMPERATIVES, WHISPERING TO HIM OVER THE
WIRES. AND FORTUNATELY, OR UNFORTUNATELY, I HAVE A SMALLISH LITTLE
MONKEY GIRL WITH WHAT ROLLER CALLS, A "DOO-DADD", JUTTING UP FROM HER
FOREHEAD. SHE'S A FREAKISH UNICORN LOST, BUT FOUND, IN THE WOODS OF
ROLLER'S WORLD.
AND SECOND TO LAST, BUT LASTING FOR FIFTEEN LONG YEARS - AND INSTALLED
IN A RARE ROOM WHICH IS ANIMAL FREE, THERE IS A WONDERFUL PAINTING OF
THE INTERIOR OF A HOTEL ROOM, SOMEWHERE. IT'S SHOWING THE LOWER HALF OF
A WONDERFUL NUDE WHO IS TAKING A NAP ON THE FLOOR, WHICH IS DOTTED WITH
POPCORN. AND LAST, OUT IN THE HALL, THE TINIEST OF ALL-SAVED FOR THE
FAVORITE OF WALLS-A SWEATING KITCHEN MATCH, SWELTERING IN PERPETUITY AND
SAVORED BY ALL WHO GATHER THERE.
ONE OF THE FEW THINGS MY FAR-FLUNG PARENTS AGREE UPON (BESIDES THE FACT
THAT THE GOLDEN AGE OF SHOW BUSINESS IS WELL PAST) IS THAT DONALD ROLLER
WILSON IS THE WONDERFUL ARTIST OF OUR TIME. IT'S INEVITABLE THAT
EVERYONE WILL KNOW THIS AT SOME POINT.
HE IS A PAINTER WELL WORTH COVERING AND PLACING IN AN HONORED POSITION
IN ONE'S HOLIEST OF HOMES. I WOULD ALMOST SAY THAT BECAUSE SO MANY OF
ROLLER'S WORKS LINE OUR WALLS, HIS PAINTINGS HAVE BECOME THE COMMON
DENOMINATION WHICH DEFINES US AS A FAMILY.
FOR THOSE OF US WHO HAVE BEEN IRRESISTIBLY DRAWN TOWARD THE PAINTINGS OF
DONALD ROLLER WILSON, NOTHING ELSE WILL DO. CERTAINLY OTHER ARTISTS
"CATCH MY EYE", BUT ROLLER IS THE ONE WHO NEVER LETS IT GO. HIS WORK
LOOKS LESS LIKE WORK THAN IT APPEARS TO BE THE VISION THAT CAME TO HIM ONE MIDNIGHT,
AND HE WAS UNABLE TO DO ANYTHING BUT SHARE EVERY LAST DETAIL OF IT. AN
ACT BORN NOT SO MUCH OUT OF EFFORT AS OF ENERGY. THERE IS AN EXUBERANCE
IN HIS WORK, OF SOMEONE COMMITTED TO SHARE WITH YOU THE BEAUTY AND HUMOR
AND DETAIL OF WHAT HE'S SEEN. HE SEEMS TO TRAVEL EAGERLY BACK AND FORTH
FROM A WORLD OF WONDER WHERE THE CITIZENS, LARGELY CREATURES, SHARES OUR
QUIRKS AND COMPULSIONS AND CRAZY RITUALS AND QUESTS. HE TAKES THE
FAMILIAR AND MAKES IT NEW TO US VIA A ROUTE THAT'S AT ONCE SCENIC AND
OLD FASHIONED. HE REVEALS A WORLD TO US WE MUST'VE VISITED AT LEAST
ONCE BEFORE - IF ONLY WE COULD REMEMBER. ROLLER PROVIDES A STRANGE
REALITY FOR US, WHICH IN OTHER HANDS, MIGHT ONLY BECOME FANTASY. I
WONDER IF ROLLER COULD (IF HE CARED TO BOTHER) TELL THE DIFFERENCE
BETWEEN REAL AND MAKE BELIEVE. BUT THEN, KNOWING ROLLER, HE'D BE TOO
POLITE TO TELL - AND FIRST OFF, HE'D ASK.
AT THE BEGINNING OF 1980, OR THEREABOUTS, AN ACTRESS FRIEND OF MINE,
CANDY CLARK, AND I WERE SITTING IN MY LOG CABIN IN LAUREL CANYON AND SHE
CAME UPON A COLOR BROCHURE I HAD OF ROLLER'S EARLY WORKS - SOMETHING
WHICH PAUL SIMON AND I HAD RECEIVED WITH AN EARLIER PURCHASE OF OUR
FIRST DONALD ROLLER WILSON PAINTING, ACQUIRED IN SANTA FE. SHE WAS SO
ENTHUSIASTIC ABOUT THE WORK, THAT BEFORE WE KNEW IT, WE HAD CALLED
INFORMATION IN FAYETTEVILLE, ARKANSAS, AND GOTTEN ROLLER'S NUMBER.
DESPITE THE TIME DIFFERENCE AND THE POSSIBILITY OF AWAKENING HIM AND, IN
THE PROCESS, ALIENATION FROM THE POSSIBILITY OF ANY FUTURE
ACQUISITION OF A PAINTING, WE DIALED HIS NUMBER, AND MADE ARRANGEMENTS
TO FLY TO ARKANSAS THE FOLLOWING DAY! THESE MAY SEEM LIKE EXTREME
LENGTHS TO GO TO BUY ART - BUT SOMETHING IN ROLLER'S WORK TOLD US THAT
OUR CALL, AND IMMINENT ARRIVAL, WOULD MAKE ABSOLUTE SENSE TO HIM. THAT
HE WELCOMED TWO PERFECT STRANGERS IS IN KEEPING WITH HIS CHILDLIKE
SPONTANEITY AND HIS APPRECIATION OF THE ABSURD. THAT WE REQUIRED HIS
WORK IN OUR HOMES, SOMEHOW INDICATED TO HIM THAT WE WOULD BE ACCEPTABLE
HOUSE GUESTS IN HIS. WE WOUND UP STAYING WITH ROLLER FOR SEVERAL DAYS
AND BOUGHT SEVERAL PAINTINGS, TOO.
ROLLER BELIEVES THAT PEOPLE HAVE ANGELS WORKING THROUGH THEM - I BELIEVE
PEOPLE HAVE IMPERATIVES; A PRIMARY ONE BEING THE ONE WE CANNOT ESCAPE
DEALING WITH - THE ONE WITH WHICH WE HAVE TO INTERACT. FOR ME THEN,
ROLLER IS AN ANGEL WITH IMPERATIVES, AND AN ANGEL WITH WHOM I LOVE TO
INTERACT. AN ANGEL IS DESCRIBED IN THE DICTIONARY AS A MESSENGER, AN
ORDER OF SPIRITUAL BEINGS, SUPERIOR TO MAN IN POWER AND INTELLIGENCE,
WHO, ACCORDING TO THE JEWISH, CHRISTIAN, MOHAMMEDAN AND OTHER
THEOLOGIES, ARE ATTENDANTS AND MESSENGERS OF THE DEITY. LOVELY, BRIGHT,
INNOCENT OR GRACIOUS BEINGS.
THIS, TO ME, DESCRIBES AT LEAST ASPECTS OF
ROLLER, WHOSE HANDS WHEN IN POSSESSION OF A PAINTBRUSH, ACT AS HIS
CELESTIALESQUE WINGS. HE IS AN ANGEL OF THE CANVAS, OF HIS INEXACT ART
FORM, OF HIS MOONLIT MESSAGE TO US ALL. HIS WORLD OF SERAPHIC WONDER IS
HEAVEN TO ME. IF I SOUND TOO DEVOUT, I CAN'T HELP IT. HIS VISIONS ARE
WINDOWS TO WONDER FOR ME. WHY MINCE WORDS. IF GOD IS "INTO THE DETAILS
OF THINGS", SO IS ROLLER. HE SAYS HE RECEIVES INFORMATION THROUGH AS
ASPARAGUS STALK. I BELIEVE HE PROBABLY DOES. FURTHERMORE, I THINK HE
THEN HAS HIS CREATURES DELIVER THE MESSAGE.
ROLLER MAKES VERY LITTLE ATTEMPT TO ACHIEVE SOME GRAND SORT OF SCHEME.
IT SEEMS TO ME THAT PART OF WHAT HE IS ENGAGED IN IS UNBURDENING HIMSELF
OF A LOAD THAT'S TWO PARTS LUMINOUS AND ONE PART LIGHT. FOR HIS IS A
WORLD WITH MORE MEANING THAN SENSE - ASIDE FROM THAT OF INNOCENCE AND
INEFFABLE JOY. HIS ISN'T A WORLD OF METAPHOR OR EUPHEMISM, AND IF THERE
IS A MESSAGE, (AND THERE IS) IT'S PROBABLY THE ONE WE HEAR AFTER THE
BEEP.
CARRIE FISHER